I miss the way we used to be

I miss how you made me be me

I’ve missed everything we used to share

I miss that cowlick in your hair

I miss you in general so so so much

I miss not seeing you enough

I just miss how everything was

I miss everything thats now gone

When I’m lying on my bed the world seems to stop spinning

I’m the only one and I feel like I’m finally winning

I’ve won my freedom, my peace and my place

I sit here dreaming with the breeze on my face

Not a care in the world, not one troubling thing

I close my eyes and I fly up with my wings

As I soar higher and higher I realize my doom

I’mjust sitting here, alone, in my room

I did something bad, something so wrong

I wrecked what we had, although it wasn’t for long

Just know that I love you and I care for you too

But I obviously wrecked that, to you I was not true

I sit and think here in my home

Where I feel safe and unjudged, just me alone

You deserve someone amazing, you deserve someone grand

You should find someone that fits with your hand

I hate myself for doing everything I’ve done

So now I guess we’re back to square one

I know I shouldn’t even think about you but trust me it’s hard

But you don’t even understand how you tore me apart

I gave you everything and I loved you so much

But you simply said “no”, so I kind of gave up

Now I have moved on but it will never feel right

Definetly not after that unforgettable night

Our lips touched but it was over too soon

Our eyes gazed upon the stars and also the moon

You like someone else and so do I

But there will always be something that I can’t deny

So I will be honest and tell you the truth

Well the thing is that, I still love you

I wrote this a couple weeks ago on my personal blog and how this has become untrue, I’m not happy anymore, I mean I would be if you think be ignored, not spoken to and brushed off is happiness, then yeah, I’m ecstatic

I wish people had the decency to tell you how they were feeling

It’s like they keep everything inside, piled up to the ceiling

Seriously, just tell her you think she’s beautiful and then

Grab her and pull her close and take her for a dance

Tell him you love him, and you have for so long

Seriously, why not, what could go wrong

Every now and then, yes, we will be let down

But all you have to do is turn it around

Run outside and sing as loud and you can

Go for a spontaneous holiday to Japan

Life’s too short to be stuck in your head

Imagination only goes so far, don’t be mislead

Let’s all go out and meet someone new

Go to that person you love and say “I love you”

We’ve got nothing to lose, so why are we wasting our time

We all need to get ready to start the climb

Words can’t dscribe what you mean to me

So I’ll try just make you see

What I feel whenever we chat

And make me feel better, that’s a fact

You cheer me up when I am down

You make me laugh all day round

I can always talk to you no matter what

And you’ll always listen, thanks a lot

You’re a really great friend and I just want to say 

That I don’t know what I’d do without you, don’t go away

Love you forever 

I used to live in a big ol’ house when I was small

I could touch the roof on daddy’s shoulders cause he was so tall

He was my knight in shining armour, he was my hero

He made me a ten when I was really a zero

We used to make cubby’s and play all day

Now I rarely see him, he’s moved away

Of course I miss him, it’s never the same

But I feel the need to take all the blame

I’m sorry mum and I’m sorry dad

I just really hope that you’re not mad

Because I tore apart your lives

I took away your wife

I am sorry